Always Sunni

It has been 4 weeks since my surgery and also 4 weeks still waiting for the pending pathologist’s report.  I was alright about the situation until about 2 weeks ago.  I think it all changed when I started to feel better and had the time and clarity to worry about the results and what will [...]

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Funny how things turn out when you think positive knowing  some sense of reality still must be intertwined …you combine and add in what the specialists say …and all my well wishes, thoughts and prayers that were sent …this is what I was thinking when I woke up this morning at home.  Today should be [...]

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I finally got my surgery date.  Friday, November 21!  Even though, I have been waiting, I am still in shock.  It is really going to happen. Today I went for some blood work because I have been swelling up lately.  This is a brand new issue as I have never had a swelling problem before.  [...]

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Not to complain but I am still waiting for a date…..the date for my surgery.   It seems lately that is all I do but wait. Usually I have so much patience not much gets to me, but this is crazy.  I really need to make plans and set up some things before I am off [...]

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Back from Boston.  Things are going round and round in my mind right now.  I am still trying to sort out all the info.  I see the good and the bad.  I feel like I did when this journey first started. ..When will I wake up from this nightmare?  The ride down was uneventful as [...]

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I didn’t realize until Friday night that I am living under dark clouds right now….hopefully just a slight case of depression and/or just feeling sorry for myself.  Now don’t get me wrong, lots of good things happened this week, however, my results, the unknown, lack of sleep and tiredness has caught me off guard. I [...]

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I finally had my PETscan and the results explained.  The results were certainly not what we hoped for, however, I guess they could have been worst.  The active spot that was found before is still there. It is still small and has not grown.  The original tumor is still inactive (still 6cm left of it).  [...]

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