Always Sunni

It has been 4 weeks since my surgery and also 4 weeks still waiting for the pending pathologist’s report.  I was alright about the situation until about 2 weeks ago.  I think it all changed when I started to feel better and had the time and clarity to worry about the results and what will be next on this journey…be it good or bad. 

Well, this journey has ended….I am in remission.  I still can’t believe I can write…say…scream…or cry that word for all to see and hear. 

This type of cancer can come back in the first year to 4 years.  So I will be watched like a hawk.  Actually, my first PETscan will be in February.  I had to laugh over that because I am really not getting much of a break.  But since mine was a hidden tumor, I will have to do what is needed. 

So with all this excitement come some reflections, many thank yous, and planning my new journey and its direction.

However, I am still waiting….for a brand new day to start tomorrow…my new beginning.  I have met the light at the end of the tunnel.

What’s a girl to do?  I am thinking move forward and live.  I will let you know.